Sometime you just need to sit and relax for a while .

I saw her when she was looking at her reflection in clear water'. Asking herself !! Oh is this who i am ? . She saw herself after so long . Otherwise she was trying to fit - in a box which is not made for her . A box full of Beauty , well knitted cloths , shyness , calmness . This box asked her to behave properly , supress emotions in front of the world , follow everyone's world with a smile on and not arguing !! She tried but she was sooo tried of running away from herself and sat down for a while near a Lake .

Lake said -hi ! I am InSu . Who are you miss?

She said - hi InSu ! I am a fit-in box . And tired .

Insu- oh! It's okay relax here for a while .

She - yes . You are so calm and clear and cold . I feel so relaxed .

Insu- no no !! Little fishes , birds ,always giggles in my stomach . I feel so funny yet I look so calm to you . How??

She- oh like that. ! We are same . I also have little fishes swirling in my stomach .

Insu- oh ! Hihi ! . This is funny though. We have same things yet you feel so tired why .

She- mmm ! I guess I am too big for this box yet i try to fit in . Everyone said , it's good to fit in .

Insu- how?

She- like , you can adjust your song taste so that you can sing along .

You can change your hair ,dress ,sandles so that you look 'presentable '

You can adopt a certain eating style so that you can go to dinners .

And blah blah!! -

Insu- oh like that ! Anhan ... But what you like.

She- oh that no body asked me . I forgot what I loved .

Insu- it's okay . I am asking . And you too can ask yourself sometimes .

She-okay!! . I like being free . I like to express i like to jump in rain wearing my comfy boxers and t shirt stolen from my brother 😁 . I like to listen to music as per my mood . Sometimes slow ,calm and sometimes my mood tell me to dance in the beats . Oh yeah ! . I like telling what i like and what i don't . I like being myself ,siting in a quite place , sipping a good home made tea 🍵 . I am adventurous too . I go for movie alone. I like thinking about good memories. I like ..mmm. . . Oh that's too much about me . You say ..

Insu- you just described me !🙂

She - oo ! Is this you insu !

Insu- oh you caught me . .

She - thanks . I would like to stay here .

Insu- welcome to my stomach . You too can swirl here . .

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