Everyday is not a happy day still it is okay .
These are some real feelings and unlike other post , it has sadness , loneliness , anxiety and lot more non fascinating things that we least want to welcome .
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How to keep going ..even when you are alone !
Keep going !! easier said than done .We starts something with so much of energy , with dreams in mind ,with outcomes we expect and we keep it till we get something in return either expectedly or unexpectedly BUT once the way starts looking like a fog which ends nowhere , we slow down and it looks difficult to go on and even more difficult when we are the only one on that path . alone.
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How not to judge ourselves and of course others .
somewhere in my mind , I thought why people judge me and also why i judge them . one thing clicked instantly that we are in our comfort zone and we as a human generally look for that comfort everywhere so whoever doesn't matched our comfort, we tend to deny that . it can be a place , person , thing, experience or sometimes ourselves.
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Insu -inner soul calling!! chapter one. feeling irritated and guilty
I don't know when and where it all started , I was just trying to think, when exactly and how I started feeling irritated and then guilty .and someone knocked the door !!
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To fit-in !!Where she belongs??
I saw her when she was looking at her reflection in clear water'. Asking herself !! Oh is this who i am ? . She saw herself after so long . Otherwise she was trying to fit - in a box which is not made for her . A box full of Beauty , well knitted cloths , shyness , calmness . This box asked her to behave properly , supress emotions in front of the world , follow everyone's world with a smile on and not arguing !! She tried but she was sooo tried of running away from herself and sat down for a while near a Lake .
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Learnings- sticking to my inner calling
Sometimes , being what other want by compromising your true behaviour may not work if you don't want to be mediocre in life. My inner self always scream to be my self , accept the way I am and express true emotions without any guilt . When i start to walk a certain path ,i follow it religiously untill I cross to unknowns . Because after that i start following their path. I ignore my inner calling bacause i have a fear of NOT saying No To people . I attach emotionally and afraid to say No . So only option i left with is to follow along with them leaving behind my inner soul who continuously scream to match my mind with my heart . I can't say no because I have a sense of insecurity that stops me from NoT feelings guilty about my actions . I walk , i make mistake , i come back to same starting point again and again . But finally after tired of listening to others and following others path , my inner self started reaching me sooner and closer . Let's call it "insu". Insu - i am now listening to you and try to say No politely to those things which make me feel distracted from path which i have decided for myself . Thank you Insu 🙂
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deeper inside , expressive outside .
when I was young I wanted whole world to know my presence but as my life add days, I feel like looking more inward , talking to myself endlessly and living happily in my own small world . It is making my voice more quite and thoughts more expressive . Every inch of my body I move I feel like ,moving a little small world along with me , moving a small leaf along , a small dusty grain along . Creative brain always feel like running but little pumping heart says calm down , take a step and feel it , fight between heart and mind is a vibe ,running inside and statue outside . its deeper inside and expressive outside .
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